I was talking to him, things were going fine. But then he brought up something he shouldn’t have and it turned into an argument. He got so angry that he raised his hand and hit me. It was one of the scariest dreams I’ve ever had.
Men should never hit a women. Ever. The only exception I can think of is if he’s trying to defend himself and he’s going to have to grab her and push her away or something because that bitch is trippin. But they should never raise a hand against their women out of anger. Abuse should never be tolerated in a relationship, ever. And I know it’s hard to admit that your guy hit you because you don’t want anything to happen to him, but some girls need to face it, nut up, and make a better decision than to put up with his abuse.
If you're trying to be a player, I'm not joining the game.
So at the art competition I was at, I saw this guy talking to this girl and being extra nice and flirty and they had just met. At the end of the conversation, he got her number and hugged her and went to his interview. I guess he didn’t see me when he did that because half an hour later, he tried to talk to me and be all cute and flirty and tried to get my number. I didn’t give it to him, I actually even tried to walk away from him as fast as I can because I don’t want to be wasting my time with guys like that. Girls are not for your entertainment and fun if in the end, all you’re going to do is throw us away like we’re an outdated toy.
New tumblr color theme! Yeah, not a layout. Because I’m too damn lazy! But I have new profile pictures, so that kind of counts :) I’M NOT NAKED in that picture. I was wearing a black tank top and my long hair just happens to cover the straps lol. Kthx.
Hi new followers! I hope you like what I post and that I don’t bore you haha. SORRY in advance, if I ever MIA for a few days. But no matter what, I always come back to vent and talk and find inspiration.
Oh, and I would like to dedicate this bit of post to my Biz because I love him and we keep each other sane <3
Who would talk about you behind your back? You seem so nice!
Oh, that post wasn’t about someone talking about me, I just felt like posting it. My friend was going through some drama and I thought it was a good topic :) But there are always people talking behind backs, so there probably is someone talking about me haha.
<3 your posts ily :)
Thanks, stranger! :)
hey i like your posts soo much:) by the way my name is kany
Aww thank you, cutie! :D It’s so nice to see someone appreciates what I have to say, haha.
who would you go on ONE date with? ever think of anyone to see what itd be like? :D
J.R. Celski :)) But make that like, 2309712037 dates, kay.
What don’t you like about yourself?
I don’t like how stubborn I can get sometimes. And I can get really really impatient lol.
if you could get away, where would you go?
Socal. Hawtgaiz <3 Ahah jk. Good food and nice beaches!
Would you cut your hair short?
Suure! I might even do it with Nancy Hotoang :)
whats your ideal date?
Oh god, I never really thought about this lol. Uhm. Starting the day early by going to an amusement park and spending most of the day there, picnic at a park afterwards, then ending the day chillin at his house playing CoD, watching a DVD or something :) Yess sounds perfect ahah.
why MIA on tumblr?? :0
I have my personal reasons. I just don’t want to publicly post up what I don’t intend for certain people to see. But I’m slowly posting again so, no worries :D
Because I know you have the power to get on it and see what I post. I don’t think you deserve to know what I have to say and see how I’m doing, and I was going to delete my Tumblr for good. I don’t think you deserve much of anything, after what you’ve done to me and made me go through. But then I realize that I can do whateverrr the hell I want to do. I don’t care if you look or not anymore. I’ma do what I do, and I’ma do it well.
When someone talks shit about you behind your back, of course you’d want to do something about it. It’s almost instinct to get mad and say stuff about them, too. But be the bigger person. They talk smack because they want you to get mad. They want to see you break. But if you do so, you’re giving them what they want. And giving them what they want is probably the last thing you’d want to do. Don’t let stupid shit like that phase you. As long as you know who you are, you know what you did, you know what you said, you’ll be fine. Back-talkers don’t deserve your words, time, or energy. They need to grow up and stop wasting their time trying to down-talk you. You know better than to be small dumbasses like them and smack talk back. When people realize that you didn’t do anything against them, you’ll look like the smarter one. They just get dumber and lose their rep the more they talk shit. So no worries, be happy :)
And when shes gone, remember you once loved her, you once needed her, you once cared about her more than anything in the world, you can't deny she was ever there, you can't deny what you had, you can't deny that it ended over absolutely nothing, you can't deny that, regardless, you still think about it, that no other girl could ever love you the way she did, she does. One day you'll realize what you've done, you'll come back, and she'll be.... gone.
I’m so sorry for not updating my Tumblr D: I feel horrible. But please, understand that I can’t right now. I will later on in the future, promise!
Why won’t you update your tumblr?!
Ohh I’m so so so sorry! :( I feel horrible, really. But I have a legitamite reason as to why. I promise I will come back to Tumblr, as soon as things cool down for me. I hope my followers understand <3 I’m truly sorry but I WILL be back! You have my word.
What are the songs you have on your tumblr page? love ‘em :D
Most of them are Kid Cudi songs ;) Love that dude.
do you wish you had a boyfriend?
Nah, I don’t need one so I ain’t wishin. Whatever happens, happens.
I'm not trying to get myself in more shit, I just would take the risk.
Especially if it’s for something or someone I love. That’s just me. Sometimes, I hate playing it safe. I’d rather face it now and try to get through it with all that I can instead of just walking away from an opportunity. Not all situations would fit into this exactly. But if it’s something that I know I will be able to walk out of with a lesson learned, I’ll do it. It’s even better if it’s beneficial in the long run. Manning up to a situation. Try it sometime. It’s all about believing, persevering, and strength.
If you still get jealous about me talking to other guys, how do you think I feel about you talking to other girls? I don’t have interest in talking to anyone, anyway. I don’t have ‘flings’ like you did. I don’t flirt around and encourage anyone to ‘holler’.